Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Sian...Pissed...Screwed

My First Post, Dun even know how use blog, wts lar

Anw, hi world, i am some freaking emo kia

Sia lar, wad is this man, cant even do hw when everyone else can, wtf lar. Fail lor wad else to say. Wth is wrong with me lar, now so gao wei liao, kns, see hw sian diao straight, can even do sia. No mood till create blog for the first time even though i dun know how to use a blog. Dam fking pissed lar, helpless shit, THATS ME.

Ai ya, just survive the bloody week lar, then weekend mug, but tink even if i mug also no use, slp in lecture notes blank mug wad sai. Wads the pt of test when i m gonna fail anyway, wad the shit, might as well one time test everything, and test like not so soon pls.

Friday chem test, tio owned liao, 1wk march hols, got wad use sia, everyday go out, come back late, nid to study sia... At most forget everything nia...NIA!

Dao lor, life seriously sucks now lar, gonna get screwed tmr for not doing tutorial. No dif lar, do alrdy also wrong, leave blank liao lor, either way tio screwed by tutor also, who is probably gonna say "Dont know how to do? What rubbish!". But seriously lor, dun know how to do now, bo bian le wad, like i try to study make any dif, try also fail. Make effort to mug also fail, wts lar. Bloody lectures, bloody brain, tink so slow, lag lag lag, teach liao nv absorb. Fk lar.

20% of wad is taught is absorbed during lecture sia. I happy just to absorb 1% le lor. Always lag behind, laggy shit. Pissed with myself lor.

And wad the hell lar tmr, swim during pe. Cant swim just drown lor dao, then no sch 4ever liao. Even if can swim, wads the pt, swim liao so tired. 30min bath change eat, eat sai lar, no nid to go lecture and tutorial and lab after pe sia. Wtf lar pe module plan till liddat, plan till so screwed up, at least swimming last lesson then gd right, just chiong home slp. GG lor, cant even absorb 1% normally, tmr after swimming i dao liao lor, just shut down completely. Sch... wads that man.

Great, real great, lag behind even more, get screwed even more... ai ya thats life lor, thats y it sucks. Lag once, lag twice, just disconnect straight, cos no pt continuing lagging, only fk urself up even more. At least disconnect liao mind can slp, then tio screwed at least u know u spent the time more productively... called effective sleeping. Wa sia lar, at nite wan slp cannot slp, go sch dun wan slp lecturer make u slp, gd man, great education, dam fking gd, learn how to slp undetected. Nid skill lor.

Only 1 thing to look forward to lor...my frens. Without them i prob just dead le lor, seriously, read this emo post, my first post nia, the whole blog gonna tio spammed with more of me emoing here lar, so its alright if no one reads, since the content all the same, just that my language gonna change, depending on how i feel lor. If i feel fking hopeless and pissed like now, then liddat lor, if happy then gd lar, everyone get to see something dif for once.

Bloody sian lar, dun know wad to write liao, first blog entry then so fked up liao, ai ya this blog gonna become inactive soon lar, since no one read then and is only about me fking myself.

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